a curious, but beautiful oddity

Exhausted But too full of how fast life has moved in the last week to calm down enough to sleep.

I am seriously overwhelmed in a way that is almost worrisome…. It’s like listening to really really good music but at a concert so loud that it makes your ears bleed.

None of my normal outlets are working. I have written and studied and biked and played my horn and meditated and taken stupidly long baths. I don’t know how to fix this pressure. I am too full of all the me I have bubbling inside myself. And I’m not in a place to make it anybody else’s problem to lend me a hand.